Update on Roger - the final chapterSubmitted by: email@example.com
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A refresher course - - Roger has been "locked" in a chastity device for the past few weeks. There is no lock, just one of those wire-and-seal things you find on the electric meter. He could easily cut it to remove it.
Each time I would remove it, his little friend seemed to be ready for some action, and most of the time - - not all of the time - - he responded. One weekend when we were out of town, starting our vacation, we were in a cabin in a state park. Quiet, no phone, no television. Just sitting on the porch. This was the perfect time for a conversation about his feelings and the future.
He finally came out and admitted what he had never said before - - he felt he needed punishment for having a small penis! I told him that I had never brought this up at all and that I was not disappointed. [That was not true - - he could rise to the occassion about half the time we tried, so more often than not I had to finish myself off while he had no orgasm at all.
But why this feeling? He explained that it started when he was 16 and his older sister happened to see him step out of the shower, and laughed at what she saw. And in the locker room in high school, he felt the same when he saw how developed the other boys were. He was ashamed and felt it was something that was hs fault. (I can understand this in teenage boys, but in grown men who don't have to expose themselves for comparison? Maybe they think women are so experienced with all sizes of penises and that they secretly rate by size?)
But then he tossed in another kicker - - he felt he needed punishment but didn't feel I was the one who should give it to him, that our love would be compromised by this. I didn't see the reasoning in someone else doing it when I was the one affected by it, but I felt maybe we could work something out of "shared" punishment.
We talked more and came to this agreement: he would wear the chastity device and it would be locked. Each week I would remove it for cleaning and each month I would see if his little friend wanted some "attention." Other times in the month, his cage would be his punishment.
Som when the time came, we would go to a secluded place in the corner of our back yard. There is a wooden post in the ground for one end of a clothesline. On the back of it are some bolt, and I would attach a couple of three-foot boards to these, one at foot level and one at waist level. Each end of each one has a ring, and Roger would strip down and I would put leather cuffs and his wrists and ankles and attach them to the rings. Then I remove the chastity device and take the hose and wash down his private parts with soap and water. [We live where it is warm year-round.] And while he dried, I went inside and thoroughly washed his chastity device. And then I locked it on for another week.
While we were on that first vacation and he was wearing the device with the wire and seal, he commented that this was a bit heavy to wear with a pair of swimming trunks, that even though it was less than eight ounces, it still pulled the trunks down. So when we got to a fair-sized city on the way to our next destination, we stopped at a dancewear store and I bought him a tank-style leotard for swimming. He tried it on in the store and there certainly was a bump down in the crotch, but he could leave it up to the viewer to guess what it was. After all, these were strangers so, as I told him, why did he care what they thought. He tried the leotard in the pool and the support it gave to his crotch was perfect!
As for the rest of the shared punishment, he is free to go off to a club if he wishes. [I never revealed the padlock secret, or that I knew of his club desires.] He was to wear a locked collar with "Property of Mistress Melissa" while he was gone; otherwise, the collar was not worn. With his chastity device and the collar, both locked on, I feel I have enough control over him. Both are there for all to see.
If he wants punishment more than I want to give him, that is fine with me. It might even be better for HIM with the chastity device because nobody can see how small his friend is; they will probably always imagine something larger inside.
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