First ... you will have to excuse me for my English if it isn not correct, I am just a crazy dutchman.
Let me tell you something about myself. I am a male and 31 is my age. I happen to be incontinent after an accident about 17 years ago, so I am a bed and pants wetter and have to wear diapers all the time. At first I hated this a lot. So every thime I could not stand that diaper I took it of in spite of the consequences. (a wet bed mostly, I did not have the guts to take them of during the day). In that time I was also going thru puberty, developing my sex interests. And I was very interested in bondage. I did not know why, but I loved it.
At one day I started to combine my wetting problem with my bondage interests. So if I was a bad boy wetting my pants and bed I had to wear diapers, not just because I had to, but for punnishment. At those times I did not allow myself to wear those thin incontinence diapers but made myself wear the extra thick diapers for punishment. But afther having my orgasm I took them off and went to sleep.
Later I began tieing myself to the bed when I was wearing my punishing diapers. The keys were on a clock, not to be released before the morning. I did get my orgasm afther a half a hour or so but this time I could not get out of the diaper and had to sleep and wait till morning. During those nights I loved it and hated it, loved it again and hated it again etc. But my masochism won.
During day time I still wore thin incontinence diapers. I thought of myself as a naughty boy not wearing the thick diapers I realy deserved by being a bedwetter. So I made a kind of chastity belt to wear over my diaper. When I left home, I locked myself into my diaper and left the keys at home unable to get out of my diapers.
I think all of this made me accept my incontinence, because no one ever said anything, or noticed anything about that thick diaper. And stil today I am always wearing a thick one (It can last up to 16 to 24 ours depending how much I drink). I wear them 24 ours a day 365 days a year. I never had any problems with people at my job or anywhere else. I think it is because I accept myself for what I am and if you accept yourself others mostly will too.
BUT... chastity belts began to tickle my fantasies more and more. I did not need them anymore to keep the diaper on. Later I bought a thick heavy lether chastity belt to wear over my diaper. Not just to keep the diaper on but to keep me from toutching myself too. In my fantasy I said to myself "if you do not behave and stay dry like a big boy, your not allowed to touch yourself like a big boy". And even later the chastity belt prevented me from removing butt-plug etc. I was wearing like it was a normal thing to do to prevent me from messing my diapers (which I never did except for the time I gave myself an enema, diapered myself, and put on the chastity belt, so I had no choice).
I even made a normal ball-gag look like a pacifier. I trained myself wearing it for lots of hours non stop and later I locked the ball-gag, so I was unable to remove it. (If I wet myself like a little baby I had to keep my mouth shut like a little baby. With that darn pacifier of course).
My love for bondage kept developing also. Now I have a beautiful steel bondage gear to keep me immobilized in lots of positions.
NOW, I want even more to be prevented from touching myself for a longer period. Even when I need a change. So I ordered the Stainless steel chastity belt from Walter. (I hope it arives this month)
I have a girlfriend since 5 year now, and I love it when she will be my keyholder and keep me faithful to her. I will only be allowed to have an orgasm when she uses me or after I have done my duty with my mouth or so.
So, know you know a lot about me.
I hope you enjoyed reading this. I loved to write it. AND beleve it or not, it is the truth.
Chastised greetings, WAL
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