Tonight is the fifth anniversary of the last time that Jessica allowed me to cum. Jessica has been talking to me about tonight for the last month. She said "Don't forget the 14th is coming up. That's the fifth anniversary of the last time that I allowed you to cum. We're going to celebrate. It's going to be a celebration you won't soon forget!"
I didn't know if Jessica meant I would enjoy it or whether she meant it was going to painful for me. Though given the fact that she has yet to come through on our agreement to let me have sex with her since our marriage began I have my doubts as to how good this anniversary celebration is going to be for me.
It's just 9:00PM at night. Jessica has instructed me to take off all of my clothes and sit on our bed. I do so, wearing only my cock cage. Jessica appears in the doorway looking stunning. She is dressed is a very sexy little outfit of black mini-skirt, blouse, and black open-toed high heel pumps. She is carrying a box and walks over to the bed. Out of the box she takes out an assortment of party favors of the kind you would find for a child's birthday party. She takes a child's party hat and places it on my head. It is the pointy type of hat with an elastic cord under my chin. She takes out some noise-makers and one of those blow toys that unravels as you blow into it.
"Happy fifth anniversary of no cumming!" Jessica blows into the noise-maker until it makes a silly noise. She then starts kissing me passionately on my mouth. After she kisses me for a few moments she begins to talk again.
"That really is some accomplishment. You must be very proud! Five years and not a single orgasm! Not a single ejaculation! Not a single moment of sexual release! Tell me, does it still ever hurt, I mean, do you ever still feel frustrated or has that all kind of just gone away?" Jessica giggles.
"It gets worse all the time. There is never a single moment that I'm not aware of being incredibly horny. There is just a constant burning in my testicles. And it only gets worse everytime you frustrate me. Everytime you excite me and then deny me, the burning gets much, much worse."
"Oh, poor baby!" Jessica, who is wearing a very thick coat of dark red lipstick, places a big kiss on my cheek. "That doesn't sound good at all for you! You mean all this time you've been frustrated?"
I nod my head. Jessica giggles as she begins taking off all of her clothes.
"Let's take that nasty cage off of you." She places the key into the lock and it snaps open. She pulls it off and places the cage on the night stand next to the bed. It's been a whole year since my cock has been free. It immediately gets completely hard. Jessica lies on top of the bed and beckons me to join her. She motions for me to get on top of her. Before I do she takes out her lipstick container and begins applying another very thick coat of blood red lipstick to her lips. I then lie down on top of her. I am on top of her, both of us naked.
"You may rub your cock slowly and lightly against my pussy." I begin to and I can feel the warm, moist folds of her pussy begin to open up a bit. It feels beyond description for me. My cock, which has been in a kind of deprivation chamber for the last five years feels almost overwhelmed by the sensations it is now feeling.
Jessica asks me "Do you know why I tease and deny you like this?"
"I don't really know. Maybe you're taking out on me some kind of anger against all men on me."
"Hmm. That's interesting. Tell me more."
"Well, sometimes I think that it's because you think about all the men in the world who force sex on women who don't want it, and so this is your way of feeling your paying back the male gender for all of its wrongs to the female gender."
"Does it comfort you to think that's why I tease and deny you?"
"A little. It helps to think that this is all for some deep reason."
"Do you want to know the real reason I tease you and deny you?"
I nod my head. Jessica begins licking my lips like I'm an ice cream cone.
"The real reason I like to tease and deny you is...that I'm just...a bitch. And I love to excite and deny you! I really am a bitch, I like the fact that I get to keep you in constant pain. I love knowing that I get to deny you sexual release, sexual pleasure, that I get to deny you your manhood itself."
Jessica is now staring at me very hard, looking directly into my eyes as she talks to me. Between her sentences she begins sucking on my lips.
"I love denying you specifically and then I love being a bitch that just gets tired with you. I love what I've turned you into. I love that after denying you sexual release for years that on a night when I toy with you that your only response is to ask me if you can kiss and worship my ass. I love that."
Jessica begins spreading her legs and holding them up and to the sides. I am rubbing my cock against her ever more hot and wet pussy. I am getting delirious with hunger to fuck her and to cum. Jessica spends a couple of moments licking my face. She then pulls her pussy lips apart so that I am even closer to actually fucking her. Closer, but not close enough.
"You're so close, you're just inches from being inside my delicious pussy. So close, and yet so far, honey. Tell me how frustrated you are right now."
"I am so utterly and totally horny right now, Jessica. I would do anything if I could fuck you and if I could cum, anything."
"Do you feel that burning you were telling me about?"
"Yes, it's totally burning right now. It's a red hot burning coming from inside my balls and spreading through my cock. As if my pre-cum was molten lava burning me from the inside out."
"Oh good, I love it when you tell me how much it hurts. My pussy just starts bubbling when you tell me that!"
I am now rubbing harder and faster against Jessica's pussy. All of a sudden Jessica starts talking like a little girl. "Do you ever get mad at me because I don't let you cum and I don't ever let you fuck me?"
"Well, I don't get mad. I wish you would let me cum and fuck you sometimes though."
She continues talking like a five year old girl. "I like to get you all hot and then tell you to stop! It's fun making your cock all hard and then forcing it back into the cage! I like it when you make that face when I tell you to stop! You look so disappointed, poor little husband!"
Jessica now places her legs across the top of my shoulders so that her pussy opens up a little bit more. I can feel a deep ache growing inside my balls.
Jessica goes back to complete bitch mode. "Tell me how horny you are now." "I can feel my balls just want to burst. I don't think I was ever this frustrated before."
"Oh, poor baby! It's been five years to the night since I started denying you even the right to cum. You're probably the only male in the world who has to put up with this. You're probably the only male who has been denied the right to cum for five full years! Do you think I'll ever let you cum?"
"I think so. I think you will. Someday."
Jessica begins to laugh. "You do? That's funny." Jessica begins to lick my face again. "Don't you realize that the longer I deny you the more sadistic it becomes and the more sadistic it becomes the more it turns me on? The longer I deny you the greater the sexual pleasure it brings me. You know what really gets me hot is thinking about getting you to ten years without cumming! That thought makes my pussy gush!"
At this point with my cock rubbing continuously against Jessica's pussy and having her taunt me in this way I am getting closer and closer to cumming. I believe Jessica senses this, because she tells me to stop and she takes a look at my cock.
Speaking in the voice of the little girl Jessica says "Oooh, look at all that funny fluid coming out of your little thing! We can't have you gushing all over the place! That would be too messy. We have to keep the mess inside you!" And Jessica gets up and goes over to kitchen. She returns with an ice pack. Jessica gets back on top of the bed and places the pouch facing toward me on top of her pussy. "Cum and get it!"
I lie on top of Jessica and she places the ice pack over my cock and balls. She then pulls me closer to her, in the exact position one would be in if one were having sexual intercourse. Except instead of feeling Jessica's moist and warm pussy, I am now rubbing against a bag of ice. Jessica begins to kiss me passionately, enjoying the fickle nature of my situation. Enjoying trying to arouse me knowing that the ice pack is shrinking my cock. Which it is. My erection quickly dissipates from the icy cold pack. My cock is now shriveling up and shrinking rapidly. Jessica takes a look.
"Oooh, look at how small your little cock is! It's even smaller than usual! I bet it would feel better in my mouth!"
And with that Jessica takes my cock into her mouth. I can feel the warmth of her mouth all around my still frozen cock. But I can feel the heat enveloping my cock. I can feel the blood rushing back into my cock and Jessica continues to suck on my cock and run her tongue all over it in her mouth. As my cock gets harder she lets it out of her mouth and it immediately stands to attention.
"Oooh, look, it's come back to life!" Jessica giggles. She continues to kiss my cock along the length of my shaft. "Oh look, your balls really are blue! That's not just an expression after all. I bet they'd let you be the poster boy for blue balls! Though that's not an organization to be a member of, if you ask me."
Jessica gets back onto the bed and pulls me on top of her. She pulls her legs apart again and begins rubbing her pussy against my cock. Again I get incredibly hard. Jessica begins licking my face to get me as aroused as possible. I continue to rub up against her juicy pussy. I am again as hard as can be. After a few more minutes Jessica places the ice pack on top of her pussy again so that my cock is rubbing up against it. Immediately it begins to deflate my raging hard-on. This pattern goes on for the next hour for a total of ten cycles of being moments from cumming to being denied by the ice pack. I've have now been on the edge of cumming for the last two hours. My cock is now just oozing pre-cum so much that I am actually dripping continuously onto the carpet. It seems that my cock and balls and prostate are so overwhelmed by the amount of teasing and then denial on top of the five years of build-up that I am producing pre-cum as if it were cum. My body clearly thinks that it's about to have a massive orgasm that will begin to empty me of five years of cum and frustration. My body thinks that but my mind knows better.
"Well, that's enough fun for you. Time to go back into your cage for another year."
Jessica goes over to the cage and after placing the ice on my cock one more time places my cock into the cage and then snaps the lock on before my cock can get hard again.
As she snaps it back on me she kisses me full on the lips. She then gets back onto the bed. "I'm horny! I haven't cum since this morning and all of this teasing and denying you has got me hot." Jessica starts fingering her clit. "Why don't you kiss my toes while I pleasure myself." I move over to Jessica's feet and begin to kiss her toes, one by one. She continues to play with herself. After a few minutes of me worshipping her feet and she fingering her clit Jessica cums in waves of ecstasy.
After she finishes cuming, she pulls me alongside of her. "Mmm. That was such a nice orgasm. I was so horny. I had to wait a whole half a day to have an orgasm!" Jessica giggles. She begins kissing my lips and running her tongue around my lips and then the rest of my face.
"Do your cock and balls hurt from all that teasing?" Jessica asks.
"Oh yes. It hurts terribly. Right now I have the intense burning I get whenever you really tease me. My balls are burning. My cock aches, and I feel a combination of tremendous desire coupled with intense frustration. Frustration so profound that my balls and cock feel like they are being held over an open flame. Just look." I point out how much pre-cum is oozing out of my cock. There is quite a bit of pre-cum covering the tip of my cock and oozing over the cock cage.
"Mmmm. I love hearing that. Frustrating you is my favorite thing in all the world. Does it freak you out that it's been a whole five years and I haven't let you cum once?"
"Well, yes, to be honest, it does."
"Yeah, me too! I can't believe what a bitch I am to you. I even surprise myself sometimes." Jessica continues tracing her tongue over my lips.
"I really am such a bitch! I haven't let you cum in five years!" Suddenly Jessica's mood is different and I feel a different part of her ever shifting feminine personality emerging.
Jessica looks at me coldly as she turns over onto her stomach.
"Real men get to come with me, pitiful excuses for men get to kiss my pretty little ass. Guess which kind of man you are. Go on, tell me, I want to hear it from your lips."
Jessica pulls me up next to her so that our lips are almost touching. She looks severely into my eyes. "Well, I'm waiting..."
I take a moment and then say "I'm, I'm not a real man."
Jessica looks unhappy. "No, not good enough, I want to hear more. Tell me how pathetic you are...Go on, I'm waiting!"
Jessica begins tracing her pointed tongue around my lips and face. Again, mixing the cruel and the tender in a treacherous concoction that is her specialty. I slowly begin speaking once more, intent upon pleasing her but reeling from the humiliation she is inflicting upon me.
"I am a pathetic excuse for a man."
She begins licking my face more fervently. "Good, that's a start, now keep going." I struggle on.
"I am a pathetic excuse for a man. And so, I don't deserve to cum."
"Good, that was better, almost good enough. It's funny how you can't even describe your patheticness without being pitiful, I guess it's more ironic than funny, but, not unexpected somehow, coming from you. That was almost good enough. But I want just a little bit more self-abasement from you. Come on honey, you can do it, I know you can. Just a little bit more and you'll get your reward, well, more of a consolation prize, but, it's something."
I shudder as I begin one more time to utter these painful words.
"Well, tell me, what is the part of the body that is the lowest, you know, the part of the body that real men would find the most insulting and disgusting? Imagine, for a moment that you were a real man, what part of the anatomy would you find the most humiliating and least appealing to wrap your lips around and kiss passionately? Hmm? Take a wild guess?"
Jessica begins sneering at me as I hesitate to answer.
"Well? Let me make it easy on you."
Jessica pushes me away from her face and she raises her ass up from the bed. She pulls my head around so that I am staring directly into her raised ass.
"Figured it out yet Sherlock?"
"Well, then, I'll explain it to you." With that she places her hands on her ass cheeks and pulls them apart and points at her asshole with her right index finger.
"I have to kiss your asshole."
"Very good, you're not as stupid as you look, I don't care what anybody says."
Jessica looks at me from over her shoulder with a haughty glare.
"No, you don't get to cum, but you do get to kiss my pretty little asshole, for, let's see, a whole five minutes should be enough."
Jessica begins wiggling her ass in my face.
"Well, what are you waiting for?"
I begin kissing her ass and asshole tenderly and with great adoration. As I continue to abase myself Jessica begins putting on a fresh coat of dark red lipstick. She watches me watching through the mirror on the wall over the pillows. Jessica giggles lightly as she is amused by the spectacle of the scene she has designed. I slowly increase the fervor in which I am kissing and licking her asshole.
"How does it feel, kissing and worshipping my asshole? Do you feel like a man yet?"
I stop licking her for a moment and look up into her eyes.
"No, I don't feel like a man...I feel like stupid and weak and pathetic."
"Well, that's just too bad now isn't it. You see, you are pathetic. A real man wouldn't let a woman degrade him like this, would he? No, of course not. A real man wouldn't let a woman tell him he couldn't cum for five years, would he? No, of course not. And a real man most certainly wouldn't let a woman tell him that he couldn't cum and that he had to kiss her pretty little ass instead of cuming, now would he? Hmm?"
"Exactly. So, what does that tell us about you? That you're a real man? Certainly not. It tells us that you're a pathetic and timid little man who lets his wife manipulate him and gets him to do pathetic acts of humiliation just to please her bitchiness. And so what act would an impotent man like you be made to do by a bitchy and manipulative woman like myself, hmm? Tell me, I want to hear it from your lips, before they go back to their more appropriate activity? Tell me!"
"I guess he'd be made to endure sexual frustration and then be made to do the most humiliating act conceivable, which would be kissing the asshole of the woman who manipulates and frustrates him."
"That's right. Now this time I want your tongue a little further up my asshole, understand?"
"Yes, I understand." I begin more fervently sticking my tongue up her pretty little asshole as she completes putting the lipstick on her lips.
"I haven't let you cum in five years and I have no intention of letting you cum ever again. The idea of celebrating a ten year anniversary of you not cumming totally thrills me. You really are pathetic."
I increase the passion with which I am kissing Jessica's anus at this point. I find myself hypnotically worshipping her.
"It's funny, as the years go by I find my bitchiness increasing. The more of a bitch to you I am the hotter it makes me. The more you submit to me without resistance the more I want to find even crueler things to do to you. Now that you've let me prevent you from cumming for five years it makes me want to prevent you from cumming for another five, and another five after that."
"Does my asshole taste good after I frustrate you and deny you? I bet it tastes extra sweet to you doesn't it? Or does it taste extra sour? I can never tell with you. I don't know whether you like the taste of my ass because to you it tastes good or because it tastes bad and you feel that's what you deserve. I love the feel of you worshipping my little asshole. There's just something so self-indulgent about it. Alright, that's all you get."
Jessica pushes my face away from her ass and I move up next to her under the covers. She embraces me and I can feel the heat of her pussy through the slats on my cock cage. Jessica suddenly seems very tired and begins yawning and stretching out her body as she does. She has a very contented look on her face. After a few more minutes have passed Jessica asks "Is the burning from all that teasing beginning to get less painful?"
"Yeah, it's a lot less painful than it was an hour ago."
"Do you think that you will be able to sleep?"
"Yeah, I think so."
"Well, I want you to have trouble sleeping. I want you to lie awake contemplating what I've done to you. I want you to reflect on how I've frustrated, teased and denied you for the last five years. I want you to obsess on what kind of woman you married, what kind of man you've let yourself become. I want you to think about how I've castrated you sexually, emasculated you and robbed you of sexual release. I want you to think about how I prefer to have you live out your life totally sexually frustrated just so I can enjoy teasing and denying you. I want you to think about what kind of woman would prefer the feel of her husband's tongue on her asshole than his cock in her pussy."
Jessica begins slowly licking my face with her tongue. She is licking my face like it is an ice cream cone. As she begins licking my face my cock begins to erect up against the confines of its cage. I am becoming so aroused and as I am the burning in my balls begins to overtake me again. Jessica continues licking me and then asks me "Tell me when it starts to burn again."
I wait a few more moments and then the burning becomes intolerable and I tell Jessica "Now it's burning really badly. The pain is spreading from my balls all over my cock and pelvic area."
A few more licks and Jessica stops. "There, that should keep you up for a little while longer."
I say to her "I love you Jessica."
She says "I know." And falls fast asleep.
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